and i do miss my laptop; it was real heartbreak when my brother told me that even if i have to send it for repair, there's a 50% chance that it might not work. ahh. god. it's the summer break and there's nothing for me to play; the only thing i'm able to use right now is a world war 2 computer my father uses to print his invoices. which also explains the difference between my dad and i; he's a decent man that does not do anything too complicated, or, ridiculous, with his computer, and life. while i, tends to be a little over adventurous, and more often than not, resulting in disastrous complications. sunflower. wtf.

anyway, since there is nothing more interesting more me to do right now- i have no football channel and axn's playing some real stupid shows- i shall go back to my primitive source of entertainment. writing, or rather typing. well at least it kept me alive during the exams- a wonderful outlet for me to write away my sorrows during the jon tan-defined most emo period of anyone's life. yea. nus should do away with exams, and include more presentations. at least it's something i'm more confident of, talk cock.

i was having this funny random thought during shower just now. and yes, it's quite amazing how much inspiration you can get when you start wetting your, even though what i'm gonna say is not inspirational at all. haha. ok, i was having this thought that i should actually record down all my passwords and pin number somewhere so in case anything happens, my facebook account will not be lost. but there are 2 things that constantly prevent me to do so, and i shall explain.

number one, i am overly superstitious. not the dua beh gong kind of superstitions, while i am neither a muslim or a christian. but that happens with people without religion you know, so the next time someone tells you he is an atheist, watch out. he might just have some funny habits like burst out of nowhere to give you a sunflower. heh. anyway, just to clarify, i believe in god and football, just not religions la. long story, so another time. as i was saying, i was very superstitious. by writing down the passwords and pin numbers, it is like giving myself a reason to die you know. hahaha. i mean, why should i prepare to die? so, in order to not give myself any suicidal thoughts (well, i can be especially emo, at times- but don't worry, i'm one of those that cover my ears and eyes during horror movies. so yea, i'm probably equally afraid to do anything stupid to myself. heh), i shall not do so (i think you can detect the irony here). anyway, if something really happens, there could be a fan page instead of my stupid accounts right? right good friends?

number 2, because i heard of a friend's friend who lost a few thousand bucks when both his handphone and wallet got stolen. no la, there wasn't that much of money inside his wallet at that time; it just happened that he stored his atm pin number on his handphone. being as paranoid as i always am, you'll not be able to literally find my passwords unless you're sylar, which is also under the 'just-in-case something happens' category because i am no claire bear.

so yes, i also found out after shower that i'm cynical, superstitious and paranoid. and almost crazy as well. maybe i do need a religion.

still, smile :)

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